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Hey everybody. I’m neck-deep in Photoshop with He-Thing right now, and also intermittently working on the next Doc Masterson, but I remembered about the Friday MP3s, and here we are!
From the EVIL SUMMER poetry collection, written by me.
I’m trying to record something new before I finish parcelling these out. Time is running out.
Have a good weekend, everyone. I should be posting some stuff later today.
Matt
It’s 1962, and Hollywood cowboy John Wayne is trying to soothe the black infant he found…
Doc Masterson’s been in the superhero game for most of his life. But his powers are more dependable than his mental health. Deep in Apparatus headquarters, Masterson meets with General Goff…
Soon enough, I was sitting in the unsurprisingly sparse office of General Alexander Goff, Supreme Commander of the Apparatus Armed Forces. I had known Goff for a long time, because he had been in his position for a long time, overseeing their response to the Mirror Man’s Terror War after 9/11 and the mess in Iraq with America’s Super People, but even before that he was central in the M-Men stuff and the Revenge Agenda. He hadn’t made the decision to kill Jenny, but he had executed that decision. He did not appear to take pleasure in it – something I did observe and never forgot. But he also had not hesitated.
“I thought Paul was going to be here,” I said immediately. The thought of Paul’s secure mental web managing this meeting had convinced me to do it in the first place.
“I’m not going to lie to you, Masterson,” said Goff. “That was not the truth.”
“Well,” I said. “Maybe next time, you can warn me in advance that you’re lying, so I don’t waste my time, and you don’t have to make such an elaborate apology.” I histrionically move to get up, a half minute after sitting.
“Please, Masterson,” said Goff. “You really are going to leave now? And take the train back? And ride the elevator up? After all you’ve done to come here?”
“I could leave by unconventional means,” I pointed out.
Colleen lifted her hands up. “Gentlemen. Things are as they are. It won’t happen again, John, I promise.”
I looked at Goff. “It was an oversight,” he said, which was as much as I was going to get out of him.
“What do you want with me?” I asked.
Goff sighed. “We want your power, Masterson. Of course.”
“No,” I said. “You want my loyalty. You want it to be your power.”
Colleen threw me a two-ton grimace. “You’re being deliberately ambiguous, John.”
“I don’t know how else to be,” I said. “That’s who I am. Down to the atomic level. That’s a scientific fact.”
“People like you are such pains in the ass,” Goff barked. “You are given all this power and yet you don’t know what to do with it. If I had your power, I would not be choked with uncertainty.”
“Certainty and power are the cause of every problem in this world,” I glared at him.
Goff shook his head. “You don’t know what you want.”
“I want see him,” I said. “That’s what I want. I want to see the Time Traveler.”
It was about that time, as we left Goff’s office and ventured towards another elevator to head deeper into the facility, that I noticed a loud hum in the back of my mind. I say ‘noticed,’ because it was one of those things where, once you discover it, you realize you had been blind (or in this case, deaf) to it to for God knows how long. It was not an electric hum, like static or a radio or other technological broadcast; and I also knew immediately that Goff and Colleen couldn’t hear it. As I followed them down the gray halls, I tuned them out and focused on the hum, and realized it was a babble of voices, thousands of them; but among that herd there was a dominant, stronger voice and language, that the other voices seemed to be clinging haphazardly to, like refugees onto the legs of a fleeing helicopter.
Of course, I considered that I was having another schizophrenic break; but this was different, and I was different – I knew this was coming from outside of me, no matter how deep in my mind it sounded and no matter how silent it was to others. I looked at Goff and Colleen – their movements seemed to be slowing, their voices were lowering in volume, and the light of the facility seemed to be dimming and yellowing. The opacity of reality was diminishing, and another reality underneath was revealing itself. Goff and Colleen slowed to the point of being unmoving – frozen, but flickering. The Apparatus facility around me was as translucent as plastic wrap – and now I saw what was underneath, some kind of shadowed antechamber lit by burning torches and dripping candelabras of huge size. I could smell incense, and I could feel the traces of a mountain wind, exhausted after making its way through tunnels and corridors, but still quietly fierce. The Apparatus facility was gone. Colleen and Goff were gone.
Among the shadows, I saw a robed figure, with long blond hair and a pointed, high-flying mustache like twin rapiers that would have appalled Salvador Dali in its radicalism, sitting meditating in a lotus position on a giant, glowing sapphire pedestal.
I realized who it was. “Doctor Alan Weird!” I exclaimed. “But I thought you were dead!”
The Occult Magus opened his eyes and gazed at me, piercing into me with his cosmic stare. “Don’t be foolish, Masterson,” he said. “I am dead.”
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Little update with some MP3s
Hey Everybody,
I’m sorry I forgot to put the MP3’s in Friday’s blog. I’m forgetful. So I’m making it up today with four poems. Yay!
Sorry, no Doc Masterson today. I am working on it, but it’s not ready. I’m trying to slow down and be more meticulous.
Matt
John Wayne goes to the grocery store…
Doc Masterson’s been in the superhero game for most of his life. But his powers are more dependable than his mental health. Today he ventures into the belly of the beast: Apparatus headquarters.
“Your name, sir?” the Receptionist asked me.
“Uh… Doctor John Masterson.”
“Thank you, Mr. Masterson,” said the receptionist. She was in her thirties, probably former special forces sent to business administration classes, you could tell by how tight her hair was pulled back, only women in the military do that. “Have you been here before?”
I was a little confused. I wasn’t here to see the Apparatus dentist. “No, I haven’t,” I answered.
“Since it’s your first time, we have some paperwork for you to fill out.” The receptionist pushed a clipboard at me.
That was enough. “I’m not filling out any fucking paperwork,” I said, glancing at the men with the futuristic machine guns, whose masks were expressionless.
“Mr. Masterson,” smiled the receptionist, as though she were dealing with a child. “We ask for so little.”
I took the clipboard in my hands and sunk my fingers into it, deeper, deeper, until I was pushing through the field of its molecules like a knife through a living membrane. The clipboard started to glow and vibrate, a whistling sound spun around me, the paperwork and clipboard burst into a flash that looked like flame, but wasn’t, and then both ceased to exist entirely.
A fine mist of the clipboard’s undisintegrated matter lingered in the air, reeking of cancer potential. I glared at the men with guns while I spoke to the receptionist. “I have an appointment.”
A woman’s voice: “John!”
I turned – a petite, middle-aged Jewish woman with curly black hanging to her shoulders was coming out of a hidden door off to the side. It was Colleen Weiss, also known as QuantumKat, formerly of the M-Men, a superhero group consisting only of people of color that had been active in the 80s and 90s before most of them were annihilated. Like me, Colleen could dematerialize and pass though objects, but her powers were entirely different than mine – not that I understood how – someone had explained it to me once when I was drunk at a party. Colleen’s electrical field could also interact and disrupt electronic devices, and there were rumors she had other… undisclosed powers.
When Professor M died in 1997 and the M-Men kind of just faded into an unfulfilled dream like most civil rights causes, Colleen was one of the few survivors. She kind of floated for a while, but then I guess she “grew up,” – found a nice Jewish neurosurgeon to marry, had two daughters. A person of Colleen’s skills and qualities wasn’t found on the classified ads on Craig’s List, so eventually the Apparatus came knocking. Like the rest of us, Colleen said yes. But despite how it might have started, I knew Colleen was a believer now.
We shook hands. “How are you Colleen?”
“Good! How are you?”
“I’m okay.”
Colleen looked me up and down. “I see you still refuse to comb your hair or put on clean clothes before you do something serious.”
I was hurt. “This suit is clean,” I protested.
“I was talking about your shirt, John. There are two coffee stains. That I can see.”
I looked down at myself. She was right. “I assure you this shirt was clean before I spilled coffee on it,” I told her.
She chuckled. “Let’s go for a ride, John.”
Colleen led me through a set of thick blast doors down a long hall. “How are you these days, John? I mean, really?”
Colleen Weiss. Eternally “authentic.” The girl next door. She had a way of making everyone feel like she was their best friend. When I was young I had a big crush on her – she was the spunky teen media darling, her trials and tribulations in the fight against evil and in dramas of teen romance Must See TV back in the 80s and 90s. I remember the TV special she did on the Holocaust, to educate “young people.” And now, here she was, an adult, invisible. But I wasn’t fooled. I knew QuantumKat had a dark side.
“I’m okay, I think,” I told her.
“You ever see your dad?”
Only a nihilist who clothed herself in compassion would have asked me that. I knew Colleen, but we had never been close. She probably read an article about me and my dad at some point. I doubt I’d ever talked to her about it. That’s the thing when you’re famous – people assume that anything the media has dug up on you is an appropriate topic of conversation, that because they’re out in the open about it, you are too. Colleen was getting sloppy, going through the motions. She had handed in her girl-next-door act for the modern mother persona, and she had become appropriately blind – everything had become orderly to her, everything was worries and schedules that must be adhered to.
“No,” I told Colleen. “I haven’t talked to him for a long time.”
Through another set of blast doors was “the train,” – a sort of subway pod that was carried on rails from this front entrance to deep Apparatus headquarters under the river. While every communicable disease on Earth could be found on the seats of the MTA, this subway however was immaculately clean, the plastic seats traded for rich, enveloping leather, and the scum-magnet floors exchanged for thick, luxurious carpet that begged you to take off your shoes and dig your does into its fabric. Colleen sat herself on a loveseat and I chose an armchair next to her. There were no windows in the pod. It never traveled on the surface.
“John,” Colleen said as the pod doors closed behind us, and the pod began to power up, “I wanted to talk to you about our visitor and his ship.”
I nodded. “Of course.”
“We know a lot more now than we did the day he arrived, but there is still a lot we don’t know. But first of all, you should know the ship is from the future.”
“Time travel?”
“Yes. Our physicists managed to figure out a way to pinpoint its date of origin – 178 years into the future.”
“Seriously?” I asked. I had considered the possibility, but the reality of it was a little more frightening. “Are you sure?”
“Even if the dating is wrong… the technology on that ship is a whole other level. But not alien – it’s technology that we could theoretically develop, but still, for now, is incomprehensible to us. We don’t know how to interact with it. We don’t even know how to identify what does what.”
“But could people in the future really invent time travel?” I asked Colleen.
“It might seem impossible, but the evidence is pretty indisputable. We have come to the conclusion that the level of technology needed to create the illusion that ship is from the future would have to be as advanced as technology really capable of doing it.”
“So that’s that,” I said. “What about the pilot?”
Colleen stroked her wrist. “The pilot is part of that technology. He seems to be in a self-induced, computer-regulated coma, managed by the same kind of technology in the rest of the ship, meaning we don’t understand it.”
“It’s been nearly two weeks since the ship crashed!”
“We can’t say for certain what the purpose of the coma is – perhaps the pilot is injured, or the coma is used to protect him from the effects of time travel, which we can only guess at.”
“What about his DNA?”
“We thought of that too,” Colleen snickered. “But his DNA is locked.”
“What do you mean, locked?”
“The system managing his coma seems to be part of a larger network of artificial intelligence that regulates and protects his body.”
“You can’t take a damn mouth swab?”
“You don’t understand, John. It’s like when a file on a computer is locked and hidden. It’s like it’s not even there. We can’t find it. The technology in his body and his actual body are inseparable.”
I didn’t know what to think about that. When you think of insane technology, you think of death rays, armies of robots. Not password protected cells. “I have a headache,” I told Colleen.
Colleen frowned. I had expected her to laugh. “There are many questions,” she said, her eyes distant. “But there are a few clear facts. The pilot and the ship ARE from the future. They ARE real. But the most important detail is this – signs seem to increasingly point to the pilot travelling to our time period in an act of reckless desperation – a one-way, last-ditch attempt.”
Colleen turned to me and laid her hand on my forearm. She looked into my eyes in utter seriousness and my doubts about the morally complex former M-Man wavered. “Now,” Colleen said, “why would someone do that?”
The Quest to Avoid Damnation
